Pondering the Next Course of Action

It is a beautiful day, today. It should be quite warm--maybe close to 50. Everett is outside, watching the backyard with careful, sleepy eyes.

We had an interesting night, though mostly because of Ansel. I think he ate too much dirt yesterday, because he was very restless. I had to tuck him in several times--he had crazy, action packed dreams with jerking legs and muffled barks. The last time I had to wake him up! Everett was not amused.

I am unclear what to do about Everett. She's slow today, but that might be because she's tired from yesterday. The stench from her mouth is not as bad as its been, but still noticeable. I don't think she's uncomfortable, as she inhaled her crunchy food this morning.

So is it a convenience thing for me, to decide when to put her down? Do I shell out another roughly $6000, to go through treatment again? Do I wait until she appears to be in too much pain--only demonstrated by when she refuses food?

The doctors can only advise me; they cannot tell me when to euthanize the little girl. It will be my decision, my action to take her in and put her down. I am hoping she dies in her sleep, after an action packed day of stick, walks, and general carousing with Ansel.