Monday, March 31, 2008

April Fool's, a day early!

This snow is just incredible. We are to receive about 10 inches or so, before the storm moves on.
And the little girl is just loving it! When we're outside, she's bouncing around, chasing Ansel and playing like any dog in the heavy wet snow. This is a dog's dream of weather--it isn't very cold, anything that moves is easily seen in all the whiteness, and the smaller animals (squirrels, rabbits, etc.) struggle to run away.
But inside, she is a different dog. There's a lot of moisture in the air, and I think it really affects her arthritis. She has difficulty getting up out of any dog bed, and by late this evening she'd decided the floor under my desk was the best location to snooze. Her walking movements are stiff and look painful, not by her expression but by her motion. She swings her back legs around, instead of bending at the hock, and her head bobs with her arthritic shoulder in front. But her expression? Her face says, "When are we going out to play again?"

Sunday, March 30, 2008

The Tumor

Warm sunny day...black dog...she opens her mouth to pant, and let's me take a photo of the tumor. Just above her black lip, you can see the dark red dot, about the size of a pea. The fleshy mass in front of it is also part of the tumor, but not so easily discernible as the dot.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Happy Birthday, Nina!


Today is Nina's birthday!


So we'll start today's with a tired Everett, sacked out after our morning walk.

And end with my sister and her youngest daughter, Avery. The girls had a piano recital this evening, so we attended the performance, then off to dinner and birthday cake. I hope you had a great day, Nin!

Friday, March 28, 2008

Pondering the Next Course of Action

It is a beautiful day, today. It should be quite warm--maybe close to 50. Everett is outside, watching the backyard with careful, sleepy eyes.

We had an interesting night, though mostly because of Ansel. I think he ate too much dirt yesterday, because he was very restless. I had to tuck him in several times--he had crazy, action packed dreams with jerking legs and muffled barks. The last time I had to wake him up! Everett was not amused.

I am unclear what to do about Everett. She's slow today, but that might be because she's tired from yesterday. The stench from her mouth is not as bad as its been, but still noticeable. I don't think she's uncomfortable, as she inhaled her crunchy food this morning.

So is it a convenience thing for me, to decide when to put her down? Do I shell out another roughly $6000, to go through treatment again? Do I wait until she appears to be in too much pain--only demonstrated by when she refuses food?

The doctors can only advise me; they cannot tell me when to euthanize the little girl. It will be my decision, my action to take her in and put her down. I am hoping she dies in her sleep, after an action packed day of stick, walks, and general carousing with Ansel.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Cancer Girl

I ask you, does this look like a dog who has cancer?

That is one of my 'dog gloves,' an interesting shade of green which has not improved with wear, but easy to slip on and off as clipping/unclipping leashes to collars, unwrapping poop bags, or warming up cold paws might necessitate. They are also very warm--an excellent attribute when the temperature is below zero.

Everett's tumor is visible again. I thought this might be the case, as I mentioned yesterday. Damn this cancer! Everett has done everything asked of her. She made it through the treatments, in the coldest time of year. She healed nicely, recovered weekly, and never lost her drive to play, play, play, as her energy level would allow. She ate all the nasty drool she could, and put up with (moderate resistance) my attempts to wipe away the drool she could not. And yet this growth has shown the same kind of resilience and fortitude as its host, the little girl.

Check up #1, Thursday



I missed noting the official first day of spring (March 20th), which was a few days ago. Early this morning I saw this--who knows what it is--coming up in the garden. Yet another sign of spring!

Will know more about Everett later in the day--stay tuned.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Wednesday #1, No Radiation



Ansel and Everett, observing the day.

It's not very warm, and it IS very windy. Don't they look like they don't want to leave the porch? I had to shoo them into the yard.

Everett's spirits are great. She wants to play, chase Ansel, chew on her toys. She continues to eat crunchy food, and our walks are getting longer almost every day. Sometimes, in the mornings, she slides around on the hard wood floors, but I think that might have more to do with the floor, than her health. Ansel slides too!

Unfortunately, she seems to be doing a lot of air licking again. When she is checked tomorrow, I suspect we'll see some bad news. But for now, we'll enjoy this gray day, and just take what comes, tomorrow.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Just a Normal Tuesday


It is Tuesday evening, our first one WITHOUT three meals for Everett, the Cancer Girl. I have not stuck my hand, or anything else, into her mouth to see if there is new growth on the tumor sight. We’ll do that on Thursday. But I wonder if tonight seems a little different to her—normal walks, normal evening, and no extra food on a Tuesday evening. Do dogs follow a weekly calendar—do they know the difference between the 5 week days where the alarm goes off early in the morning, followed by the two days were the alarm does NOT go off in the morning? I suspect not, as Everett usually gets me up at the same time every morning, regardless if weekend or week day. Perhaps she notices the difference where in the one case I stay up, shower, dress, and leave, and in the other I might be so bold as to go back to bed!
We had another good day today. It was warm, so we ventured out for several different walks this evening. We had a quick outing the garage door when I returned home, then ate, then played in the yard a bit, then back out the garage door for another, longer walk. Then inside for some snoozing, a few quick jaunts out in the yard, then another short walk before bed time. I have to say, not only am I grateful for her apparent good health, but I am ALSO grateful I don’t have to shove her in the car in the morning at 5:30am to get her to the hospital!! Sleep well, everyone! Everett and I will, Ansel willing. :-)

Monday, March 24, 2008

Continued Recovery!

Everett continues to improve. What is my measuring stick? Well, her activity level has increased, as has her relentless pestering....

Are we going out yet? Are we going out now? You are putting on your boots because we're going out now? NOW? Are you sure? I must run back and forth between you and the garage door, NOT the back door but the GARAGE door, because the GARAGE door means we are going out to the street. Can you put your boots on faster? If I stick my head in your way, and push you with my muzzle, and bark at Ansel (who is whining in the background), and be a general pain in the ass will you move faster? Are we going out now? NOW? Are you sure? Do you have my leash? Can I help you retrieve it from the closet? If I run up and down the garage steps will you move faster? I'll sit if you PROMISE we are going out now--you mean I'm supposed to stay sitting? Here--I'm supposed to sit here? Wait, are you sure it isn't THERE? Oh, I'm supposed to SIT here, sit HERE? Are we going now? Now? Are we going?

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Easter Sunday


So these poodle action photos are actually from Saturday afternoon, where we played in the snow over and over again!



I think I am getting better at catching the action shots! Or maybe just learning how the pups are going to move, as they chase and catch each other.


And this is my niece, Sydney. I'd forgotten the bacon at my house, for our Easter brunch at my sister's. So Syd and I walked to my house, picked up the bacon, and we are now on our return trip to the brunch. She'd been walking with her head down and didn't see a low hanging, snow covered branch in her path. It dumped snow down her back and into her sweater. This was her pose, after we finished brushing off the snow--game for any kind of action. Happy Easter, everyone.







Saturday, March 22, 2008

Still snowing

It's Saturday morning a few minutes after sunrise, and I've just finished shoveling the driveway for the third time in the last 24 hours. Judging by how much of Everett's legs are hidden in this photo we just took, I think there's about 8 inches on the ground here. That doesn't account for how much has melted with the temperature right around freezing. And it is still snowing!
Snapped a few hours later, here is the same birdhouse I posted on Tuesday--the residents must have flown south again. :-)

Friday, March 21, 2008

Good Friday!!

There is an incredible amount of snow on the ground. Just yesterday, snow remained only in the shaded portions of the yard. It snowed all night Thursday night, and all day today. I took these photos in the morning, thinking it would clear up later in the day and melt. No chance! It's well after sundown Friday evening, and it's still snowing. And even though I try for action shots of the pups every day, it seems I am not getting any better at precision, clarity, or framing when shooting the dogs. Continued User Error!

Everett had a great day. Granted, she slept most of it, but when she was awake we played and played, went out for walks, and celebrated in general, her continued recovery. Our last walk Friday evening was VERY slow, so I am hoping I didn't overextend her in all our snow-related antics. Maybe she'll sleep soundly tonight!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Recovery

Another rough night, but I am taking it in stride as per usual, for Everett's recovery from treatment. I awoke to hear her wimpering, about 1:30am. She was on her bed, but seemed to be trying to rise...I got down on the floor to help her, but soon realized her back right leg was not behaving. It was doing spastic movements which she could not control--as though she were kicking something unseen. She was so freaked out she tried to chew on her foot as though that would help her gain control and stop the leg jerks. I heaved her to her feet and we went outside. Even in walking her leg would jerk uncontrollably, like a horse kicking at something behind it.
I spent the rest of the night on the floor with her. Initially I held on to her foot, so her leg wouldn't jerk to extension, and after a bit the frequency of the spasms seemed to lessen. I stretched out on her bed with my back to my bedframe, wrapped myself in what I could reach of her down comforter, and she put her head down while keeping a careful eye on me. I'm not sure if holding her foot finally allowed her to gain control of her leg, but the spasms subsided and she went to sleep.
She's been very quiet today, and she ate both breakfast and dinner, so after a short walk outside, I am looking forward to sleeping in my own bed tonight.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Radiation Wednesday #6

Breaking with tradition, I do not have any pics of Ansel from today--can you see the paw marks in this photo? They were much more obvious in the larger photo. Ansel was such a pain in the rear today, whining almost non-stop the minute I made him come inside, until I had had enough and sent him to his basket. It is really beautiful outside--almost all of yesterday's snow has melted. When Everett and I came home from the hospital, Ansel's first move when I let him out was to find the soggiest mud available, and begin his excavation to China. Less than pleased, I refused to let him outside again, though I did take him on a lengthy walk. He is so high maintenance.

On to more enjoyable topics...Everett has really great news! There are no tumor measurements in her release paperwork today, because there was no discernible tumor to measure!! The spot on her jaw where the tumor was growing is still obvious, but the hope is that today's radiation and the cumulative effects over the last 6 weeks has done its job and the tumor is gone. The spot has healing to do; she is drooling blood as per usual after treatment. But when the healing is complete, the location of the tumor should not look any different than the rest of her jawline. Today was also her last melanoma vaccination shot.

I learned today that the hospital has also been radiating the lymph nodes in Everett's neck, every week! I had no idea! This information may well explain her retching and repeated swallowing with head bob, and perhaps even the occasional puking, as her throat area may well be tender or sore from the treatment.

She is still moving in very stiff, slow fashion, but I am so hopeful she has a speedy recovery to her elegant motion, now that we know she's made it through treatment. You did it, Everett!! The next few weeks will be crucial in her recovery, but we are really at the best possible juncture--even better than I dared to hope. She'll go in for regular check ups and if the tumor becomes visible again we'll need to take immediate action.

I plan to do some homework tonight, to tally the tumor measurements over time as well as the expense of all of her treatment, including surgery, in 2008. Look for those numbers tomorrow.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Snow Covered Home



It was so beautiful this morning when we went out for our walk! I grabbed the camera and tried as many shots with different lighting. I thought this one was hilarious--even the birds have a "driveway" to shovel. And oddly enough, this is long before sunrise, and no flash for this photo--yet it appears to be light outside....

Monday, March 17, 2008

A Girl and Her Dog


It was just starting to snow when I reached the house tonight--supposed to have several inches by morning.
These really are Everett's footprints, and mine. I am hoping the forecast is right, so we can play in the white stuff in the morning, even as Everett continues to move slowly.
She still wants to go for all our "runs" but she really has a hard time keeping any kind of pace. Not sure if it is good news or not, but she continues to refuse to eat softened kibble, so I give her the meds before I feed her, covered in gravy or cheese or some other yummy disguise. I am trying to remain optimistic, but if her slowness is a continued side effect of the radiation, then this week's treatment may be very hard on her.
Here's to hoping, little girl!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Surviving the Ides of March


Is it bad luck, to bring up the Ides, while it is still the Ides (yesterday)? It was for Caesar, so I waited until the Ides were past. :-)
Everett spent most of today outside. She went out at 8:56am, and didn't even ask to come in until 4:00pm. By that time it was significantly colder (easily below freezing) and she seemed a bit stiff, so we went for a walk to stretch out her muscles. Hoping she will sleep well tonight!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

A Day of Rest

It is only 28 degrees outside, but here is Everett lying in the shade. She'd been outside for several hours, surveying the thawing land and taking in her surroundings. I didn't see her choose this particular spot in the shade--that is just a corner of my garden you can see behind her, with the raspberry canes just above her ear--so I don't know if she fell over and just decided to stay, or if she selected the locale for its advantageous view. :-)

When I went out to greet her, she was neither nervous nor worried, so I think she chose to lie here. I also think she's grown weary of me sticking a camera in her face. She won't look at it anymore--maybe the flash bothers her? Anyway, I only snapped a few photos and then asked her to come into the house.

We've done very little, today. It was sunny and warmer this morning, so we went for a walk, then while Everett slept, Ansel and I ran some errands. He likes going in the car and he's a much better passenger than Eve, so now that it's warmer I try to take him with me as often as possible.

Wouldn't you know it--Everett won't eat her food soaked in water and broth anymore. She much prefers the SAME food, but dry! I've been soaking her food ever since treatment started, to make sure the kibble isnt painful for her to crunch, and also to make sure she eats her arthritis meds which I dissolve in the water (and now her antibiotics, too). So I drained out all the broth and she drank that, then I mixed in a little dry kibble with some of the soaked stuff, and she ate it all. I'm going to have to give her evening and midnight snacks today, to make sure she really DOES consume any meds left in the mushy kibble.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Did She Have a Stroke?



This picture is from this evening (Friday), where we played a great round of stick, just about an hour ago. There is a whole series of these photos, but this one shows the most action from her, the little girl.

I think Everett had a stroke last night (Thursday night). We were out for our "run" and all of a sudden her movement slowed to an old dog's walk. For the first time since LAST winter, she looked like an old dog in her movements. Really old.

We came home and she fell into the bed in the kitchen, where she remained for a long time. She was not able to rise on her own. After I helped her to her feet, she slipped all over the kitchen floor--not able to keep her feet under her. Moving toward the bedroom, she wrapped herself around the leg of the dining room table, and did not know how to extract herself from it. I helped her to her bed, where she literally fell onto her side and stayed there.

She looked at me, but her eyes were twitching side to side at a rapid pace, as though she were gazing at me and someone next to me over and over again. Terrified, I didn't know what to do.

I spent the night on the floor with Everett. It was a terrible night. And yet, about 3:30am, she woke me to go outside, and she was already standing. She moved with her normal grace to the door. Though she hesitated at the step on the patio, she made it both down and then up the step and back to bed. By morning, it was as though the night's shakiness had never happened.

And so tonight's fun is extra special, because just 24 hrs ago, she was barely able to stand. She sleeps soundly now. I hope to as well.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Thursday's Recovery

Ansel, feeling the spring thaw, is literally running circles around Everett (and the tree).
Here is the reverse direction, and this time Everett is visible in the photo; in the other all I managed to capture is her shadow.
Today we lost almost all the snow in the yard. If tomorrow is anything like today, I'm going to have to stop letting the poodles in the yard for a day or two, so it can dry out! As it is there are some really muddy spots--great for Ansel to dig in but not so great if the mud is just grass in disguise....
Both poodles spent most of the day outside. Their beds are on the patio, in the sun. It seemed the Everett only asked to come inside when she was too hot! Ansel has so little hair--I think baking in the sun felt really good to him. Because I can't see them on their beds outside from where I sit at my computer, I have to get up to look at them, which I did often. Everett's diarrhea seems to be better already, or maybe I just think so because she didn't need me to let her out, so I lost track of her trips to relieve herself. Since she's been inside for the evening, she has only asked to go out once, which is good progress in my mind.
Since she skipped dinner last night I am not sure how much of her antibiotics she consumed, if any (I'd dissolved it in her food), but we have 8 more days of them, so I am hoping her system will not notice the interruption. And I have still been unsuccessful in enticing her to have any tea. I mixed it with broth--didn't help. I think I'll make a special batch of bacon fat, canned dog food, and tea, and see if that is more appealing to her. The tech said her weight loss since starting on the radiation may be cause for concern if it continues, but to be careful of feeding her too much. The 3 lbs. she's lost so far might be mostly muscle mass since her activity level has declined so much, and it would not be helpful to her if the same 3 lbs is replaced by fat.
If anyone has any suggestions on how to get Everett to consume the tea (in liquid form) I would love to hear them. I know the stench from her mouth represents a good thing as the tissue from the tumor dies off, but the odor is just awful. And who wants to flinch, when the little girl is greeting you?!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Radiation Wednesday #5

No pics today. No pics yesterday either. But the GREAT news is Everett is home from radiation.

She hasn't eaten her dinner here at home, but she ate half a can of food while at the hospital, so at least I know she's had something.

So back to the good news...Here are the last 2 measurements:
March 5, 2008 2cmx1.5x.5
March 12, 2008 1.5cmx1x.2

So it has reduced in size for two weeks in a row! And the U gave me a tip on how to deal with the necrotic tissue smell...feed her tea. Any kind...I'll stick with decaffeinated, but the point is there is an element to the chemical composition of tea, that will help her deal with the drool, and with the smell.

So I've brewed up a batch for her, let it cool, and tried to entice her to drink some, but no go. I'll try again in the morning.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Emergency Vet trip #2

Well...been another long day for the little girl, today. Last night Everett seemed to be having trouble swallowing. She consumed her dinner (my Champion Eater!), but within a few hours, something was not right. She started asking to go outside, only to turn around and ask for re-entry to the house. About 4am, she started wretching--thankfully she did not throw up. She ate breakfast fine (I fed her early to see if she'd eat, first, and second, hoping her meal might clear whatever was causing her to wretch), but soon thereafter seemed to be in additional stress. She started a pattern of lick, lick, swallow. Lick, lick, swallow. Every few seconds she did this, and the swallow was accompanied by a little head bob. She lay down in the kitchen but even with her head on the floor, the pattern continued--lick, lick, swallow. Lick, lick, swallow.

When she started digging at the kitchen floor, I knew something was really wrong, and off we went to the emergency room. Certain Eve had something stuck in her throat, I tried to describe her odd behavior, but the lick, lick, swallow spoke for itself. There was no doctor there yet, so they took Everett from me for observation 'til the vet arrived, and I went home.

Doctor called a few hours later after seeing Eve--I gave the rundown again, answered some questions, and then we hung up so the Doctor could call the University and talk to Eve's Oncologist. They took radiograms (X-rays) of her throat and chest, to make sure all her passageways were clear (they were). They tried feeding her hard food--the doctor said Eve dropped the first cookie, but later ate it. They gave her soft food, and water, and she consumed both right away.

So...once again, there is no definitive diagnosis for the odd behavior. Doctor did say the area around her tumor seems to be inflamed and possibly infected, so she prescribed some antibiotics and sent her home. On a side note, one of the technicians stayed with me while I waited for Everette to come out...in part of our small talk she let me know she and another tech experimented with Eve by giving her cookies--Eve ate the first one whole! Not a single chew...the tech said they first thought she'd dropped it because she was immediately looking for another one. Not knowing if this was before or after the vet tried giving Eve a cookie, I didn't really know what to do but laugh at the antics of the little girl.

I am so greatful to this wonderful staff, who has taken so much time with me. When I picked Everett up, the same vet spent a good 20 minutes telling me all they'd done with Eve, went over her radiogram with me, made sure I knew all that has been prescribed for Eve is in conjunction with the doctors at the U. It is true, we do not know what caused her bobbing, or floor digging.

Lastly, yet again the vet was just amazed at Everett's age. Since I've had her since October, 1994, her age may be off by a month or so, but not more...pride just oozes out of me every time a dog-smart person is so surprised at Everett's age. She is sleeping now, and I am hopeful she will sleep through the night with no head bobbing, or anything else. No idea what was causing her to be so stressed, and while it is frustrating not to know what's wrong, it is so gratifying to see her resting comfortably. You go, Girl!

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Jenny's Day, Sunday, March 9



Today is Jenny's Day, so we'll pick up Everett's story tomorrow. Affectionately known as Jenner, this dear friend has been part of my life since we were 6 years old. We grew up across the street from each other, and a few months ago went on a roadtrip through Wisconsin to an area outside of Chicago. On the return trip, we passed several wind farms, and had a great time talking about them. So here's a photo, taken by Wagner Christian (06/2006), posted just for Jenner. Happy Trails! Much love,

Paige

Friday, March 7, 2008

Sunshine and Six Degrees!




Made it home in daylight hours! And I need to work on self portraits--like including another head in the frame!






Thursday, March 6, 2008

Everett's Birthday


Eric and I met Everett in October, 1994. We picked an arbitrary day in March as Everett's birthday. Because she already had her permanent teeth when we first met, the vet suggested she was born sometime this month--we chose the 6th because March 6, 1994 was the day I left the Twin Cities for Anchorage, AK.

Everett is from Newington, CT, where she was found by the police in a sorry state. Eric and I lived in CT at the time, and when we first saw her, she'd been in Connecticut K-9 for 7 days. She looked as though she'd just arrived. Starving, she was so thin her backbone, hip bones, and shoulder blades jutted out from under her skin, making her difficult to touch. She literally had no muscles. Eric called her a skeleton with dandruff and it was really true. Her hind legs were touching at what you and I might call her elbows (hock is the dog anatomy term), and sadly, the vet who checked her for us could not determine if this was a birth defect, or a result of starvation. But we were on the hunt for another dog, a special dog. Our resident pet, Kechel (age 6), was very particular whom he would let near me. Kechel was a rescue himself from a Dedham, MA shelter, when he was about 1.5 years old. A Vizsla/Doberman cross, Kechel had ALSO had a rough beginning and once he filled out, he became not only the world's most beautiful animal, but also my 24/7 guard dog. It was important that whatever dog we brought home was acceptable to Kechel. The introduction went well--with me nowhere near the pen, Eric was able to introduce this starving puppy to Kechel. I approached the pen...I entered the pen...I stroked and played with this sad excuse of a puppy and Kechel did not make any objections. Everett was so small compared to him, but he let her climb on him, chase him, allowed her near me. We brought her home. Eric named her Everett, after his paternal grandfather. Everett's frame was essentially full grown, but in her sad state she fit between Kechel's front and back legs when he stretched out on his side. We have no pictures of this--only the ones in our heads. In fact, we have no pictures of her first few days with us. In hindsight I wish we did, so we could compare, with accuracy, her progress.

So fast forward a bit--she filled out, thankfully with a sound structure, and poor Kechel probably never had another day in her presence, of complete peace. Everett was relentless almost from Day One, and in such a dilapidated state! In the course of her obedience training and daily conversation, Kechel became the Big Dog, and Everett the Little Girl. Eric and I learned if we wanted her to leave us alone, the best way to distract her was to give a toy to KECHEL. Kechel, bless his heart, tolerated most of her antics, to a point. As she grew, her challenges to him became more and more pronounced and within a few years, their disputes were sending Kechel to the hospital. She tore his ear. She put a hole in his flew (flaps that cover their teeth). I think the most serious injury was a tooth straight into his chest--we didn't know how serious it was until the next day when we woke up to a grapefruit sized sack of fluid on his ribs. He went in for emergency surgery, and came home with a catheter to allow drainage. I know there were more injuries--Eric might remember different ones than I do--but it was not ALL conflict. They played. They shared food. I have photos of them stretched out together in the sun. They stayed together in the bedroom while we were at work. We really did have a good time with both dogs. Everett became a GREAT running partner for me. I trained for my first marathon with her (she did not partake in the race--dogs aren't allowed). She demanded lots of exercise--much more than Kechel had needed as a young dog. I bought a harness for her and she learned how to pull me on rollerblades. I went through three pairs of blades over the next 6 years or so, which is impressive considering New England winters are not conducive to year round blading!

Eric and I went our separate ways when Everett was about 3.5, and Kechel was getting close to 10. I take full blame for the end of our relationship. We decided to switch dogs--I gave Kechel to Eric and I took Everett. Eric moved on, and a few years later married a good friend from high school. Their wedding was Friday--on Sunday he called to say Kechel was in need of help. Eric had returned home to MN by then--I was in Georgia. Kechel had been on meds for his heart for years--Eric had taken excellent care of him. At age 15 Kechel's heart was failing; he could not lie down because of the pressure his chest put on his heart. He had not slept in 3 days, and Eric didn't know what to do. He was leaving for Great Britain that day for a week of work, and Darci was joining him for their honeymoon overseas. Timing is everything, right? Together, we decided it was time to put Kechel to sleep, and Eric started married life without that last tie to me. I regret to this day that I was not there to help Eric in person with the important event of ending Kechel's life.

I have lived in four states since Everett and I left CT. I acquired Ansel in 1998, when my sister found him on her doorstep in Brooklyn, NY (I was still living in CT at the time, but Eric and Kechel had already moved to Chicago, so Kechel and Ansel never met). When I moved to the Boston area, I was running with both dogs--even blading with both, though Ansel never wore a harness (Everett did most of the pulling--he was just along for the ride). I lived in Brookline, and I look back on this now with AMAZEMENT, but we'd get up before daybreak on Saturdays and they'd pull me down Commonwealth Avenue. It was early enough that there was no serious traffic until our return trip time, and by then Eve was tired enough to be trotting instead of the full tilt running on the way out. Comm Ave is lined with oak trees...oak trees mean acorns in the fall...acorns mean squirrels...squirrels were something to chase and that meant I REALLY had to pay attention. Curbs, parked cars, traffic lights, gravel, broken pavement, and so on are all pitfalls to rollerblades and none of them meant ANYTHING to Everett as she kicked up her running to chase the ever-present squirrels. I'll say with a straight face that it must've been just hilarious watching our progress down the street as she lunged for squirrel after squirrel, and acted as my brake at the same time if she made it to the object allowing the squirrel's escape--usually a tree. She'd jump up on the tree while I zoomed past her, and dig in when my weight reached the end of the leash. I don't remember any incidents where Ansel went after a different squirrel than Eve...what would I have done if the dogs went in different directions and there I am on wheels?? Thankfully, he's never been a very good tracker--Eve follows the same squirrel as far as she can see it, including along phone lines but Ansel has never been that observant.

Fast forward again, and Eve is pulling me for miles on the Silver Comet trail, outside Atlanta, GA. I used to drive for more than 30 minutes every weekend, to get to this trail. I feel terrible saying this, but we'd go so far that we wore off some of the pads on Ansel's paws. Poor Ansel! Of course as soon as I realized what was happening I stopped taking him--at least for the longer durations. This exercise was so important that the location of my first home purchase was influenced by the trail--the home had to be within reasonable driving distance of the trail. By the time I bought my second home in GA Everett was old enough that the blading was not mandatory, but optional.

Fast forward again, and here we are in MN. Since Eve is from CT, and Ansel is from NY, the winter snow is not unknown to them, but perhaps the cold is a bit much for their bones. Ansel, as we know, has almost no hair, so he REALLY doesn't like temperatures below 10 degrees. Everett has a lot more insulation, but also has more years, so the magic 10 degrees is about her limit too. Up to this winter, I was still running with both dogs although the distances have come way down. These days our runs are so short I don't even put on running shoes--boots, clogs, and flip flops have all been "running" foot attire.

I have more stories, but I think this blog is long enough for today. It is obvious that we saved Everett's life by adopting her in October, 1994. We've been through a lot--lived in different places, done different things, known different opportunities and situations. Through all of this, I feel greatful to say, I think Everett has saved my life too. Happy birthday, Little Girl.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Radiation Wednesday #4


Sticking with tradition, on Everett's day in the hospital, here is a photo of Ansel. We took this photo this morning, after I dropped Everett off for her day of discomfort.
Well, it has been a frustrating day overall. I have had a number of technical problems, and truth be told, I attribute all my bad feelings about my day to covert worry about the little girl.
Her day went according to schedule--she received both radiation #4 and vaccine #3.
The REALLY GREAT NEWS is that her tumor seems to be significantly smaller this week. Last week's measurements were 2cmx1.5x.5. This week's measurements are 1.5x1.0x.5.
She has diarrhea again, but since rice seemed to help her last week (thanks again, Jenner!!), I have already added rice for her breakfast, so hopefully the upset tummy will not last. Her paperwork says something about her liver being abnormal, but it doesn't say how, and the tech that brought Everett to me didn't know anything about her case so I have to call in tomorrow.
Hopefully tomorrow is a better day!

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Democrat Decision Tuesday (3/4)

There are bigger things happening in the world, than an elderly dog dying of cancer. The democratic process is in full swing...winter just MAY be coming to an end in the next 4 months or so...babies are born...people are losing their livelihood as the US economy continues to respond to the changing housing market.

And yet, amongst all these things, I am spending every evening "running" in the streets when I return home, wiggling around on the floors chasing ropes and rawhides, piling on the blankets at rest time, and doing all the little things I wish I'd done every day of Everett's 14 years. She is going to die in 2008, and no matter my own or the country's economic situation this year and coming years, 2008 will always be the year I lost the little girl.

Wouldn't it be great, if her incredible stamina brought her into 2009? Here's to hoping!

Monday, March 3, 2008

A Party for the Birthday Girl


This is Fritz, pictured with Everett. Fritz is my sister Nina's German Shephard, who, as you can see, is the size of a small horse. Not a small pony, but a small horse. He's huge. And, while his size makes him slightly intimidating, Fritz has to be one of the nicest dogs I know.
We had a party for Everett Saturday. Fritz and Trooper and Gus (Jenny's boys) were the doggy guests, along with humans Nina and Jenny. Gus and Trooper and Fritz spent the party outside romping in the snow and relative warm weather, while the humans ate dinner and admired Everett inside. She did spend some time out with the boys, but not too much. The age difference, and her still tired countenance from treatment, lead to a game-time decision that she would sit out for much of the romping.
We had grilled steak, some favorite vegetables, two kinds of bread, much wine, and ice cream to top it all off--doggies had a teeny bit of the doggy cake I made. Everett is the only dog that had any "frosting" on hers--cottage cheese that I did not have time to puree--but all seemed to enjoy it. The doggy bags for later included a bacon truffle from Rachel Ray--we humans liked those too.
I am so glad both Jenny and Nina were able to come over, with their dogs. Poor Ansel had to sit out the party--though he is a fraction of Fritz' size Ansel put holes in Fritz' face the first time they met--but he had treats in his crate and I did not hear any whining eminating from the bedroom. I think Everett had a good time, even though she had limited access to romping. Her "real" birthday is March 6th, but that is the day after her next treatment, so we had the party early. Happy Birthday, Little Girl! Maybe we will just celebrate all week. :-)